Kristyn Says…

I see the world through a unique perspective. I like to consider myself to be an optimist but, just like everyone else, sometimes I lose my faith.

Despite the fact that it seems a little niave and at times just plain stupid I have faith that people always have good intentions. I am blinded by the thought that people are always honest and would never intentionally hurt you. Or anyone. But in my years I have grown to see how unture that statement is. It sadens me that sometimes people can be completely heartless. Weather it is due to them being hurt in the past, weather its caused by how damaged that individual is, or if it is just because for them its fun. Sometimes you’ll never know why people do the things they do.

I try, as hard as possible, to live by the rules of “The secret”. Whatever you want you can receive so long as you stay positive and keep your eye on the prize. There are no coincidences in life- everything happens for a reason and it is understanding why certain events unfold the way they do that is the secret.

I have yet to understand- or come up with some kind of explination to understand why bad things take place. I suppose it is like that saying ” bad things need to happen in order to appreciate all of the good”.

I wear my heart on my sleeve as well as my feelings. I feel everything with such emphasis and clairty that most people just say its dramatic. When I am upset I allow my self to cry and be upset. When I am happy I jump up and down and let everyone around me know that I am happy. When I’m frustrated I take a second to try and find clairty in my confusion to become less frustrated.  Just like everyone else in the world I would always prefer to be happy I hate wasting my time being anything but positive.

I don’t know where I’ve come up with these ways of thinking, and I don’t know how I am able to understand so much of what goes on inside myself but I know that I will never stop. Never stop learning, trying, searching, laughing, blogging and writing. Because at the end of the day all you have is yourself and if you aren’t happy with what stares back at you in the mirror- then you really have nothing.

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